Remember, I still love you.

breaking up 6

Reading old posts… I realize I was such a mess. I’m still lost, but that initial wave of sadness has passed… finally. I still miss us though. I never really appreciated this while we were together, but we were so comfortable with each other. Even from the beginning I felt like I had known you for so long. I felt like we had been dating for so long. Even now I feel like we were together for years and years. Maybe that’s why it was so hard to let go… because you were so familiar to me. You were something safe, something I could hold onto. I still think about you, about us, a lot. Mostly I wonder if you are thinking about me too. Mostly I wonder if you regret leaving. But I know it’s over. And I’m not coming back this time.